peek at how i create

i’ll be sharing rather lucidly as to how do i go about writing something. everything that i write or have written has it’s own process and a form of inspiration behind it. it could be something that i saw or felt. it could be a lady, who I like or have feelings for. or something in someone whom i do not know, but oh it intrigued me.

i do put a lot of thought before syncing the words one after the other. every word, every line and all to it: symbolizes something. it has a meaning behind it, which well may not be visible as clearly as it is to me but oh it is there.

however, today i’ll be particularly talking about this post of mine, that i wrote rather recently. the stranger who felt rather beautiful.

the beginning is rather self explanatory. the inspiration behind these words, was indeed a stranger to me, but what i felt in her; wasn’t.

while just strolling around wordpress, i stumbled upon this lady, who had just so much to her that intrigued me; that just felt so really beautiful to me. the innocence and a sense of sweetness; belonging to her heart. oh these were just one of many, that oh turned me into a poet, for her.

i ccouldn’t resist, but express. it was rather late, but oh the emotions that oh i were feeling after this encounter, made me write.

the poetry began as follows.

‘i closed my eyes, in wonder
peeking within my imagination
so as to decide, what is it really
my love, that i seem to find the most beautiful

was it the sunset sky?
or was it where the land and water met, at a stretch?

whenever I’m feeling, the most romantic and oh just full of love; to write something. to create, oh i close my eyes and imagine it all, as to how would it feel. as to oh how would i feel, before inking it within paper. and oh I wrote just that, to begin this.

this lady, who felt just oh so beautiful, had a picture of her, amidst the sunset, near a seemingly beach side.

and oh to that, i pondered, which one looked more beautiful between the two of them.

“until oh my love, my eyes stumbled upon the thought of you
and the words that you write

realizing how it all begins, only when i’d feel you beside me

under the same sky, walking against the; path of the breeze

caring not for where i’m, but only for the jewel, next to me
that oh i’ll let no tide, drift away”

oh how i didn’t have to ponder on that thought anymore, after oh my gaze caught a sight of her and oh i realized as to how, oh all that lies around me, could feel beautiful; only if oh she was there with me. for without her around; i wouldn’t be able to appreciate the beauty of this nature as much that oh i did, when she was there.

for oh to walk under the same sky as her, feels much more beautiful to me, than walking alone under the same sky. the presence of someone; you’ve feelings for, just turns all things bland into a magical experience.

oh if I were to be very honest, during this and oh just in general, it is never really the nature, that oh i care about. it is about the presence, that oh i really want beside, for that is what i really care about and not really as to where i was. it is the love and bond, that i share, is what that matters and just adds up a lot more, to the beauty with which we perceive things. that is what I tried to portray, in the lines “realizing………me”.

the word jewel has many meanings hiding within it. jewels are referring to the sunset, that oh i saw in the sky and as well as this picture of her, where she was wearing, ornaments oh so traditional.

keeping all these in my mind, and the fact that oh i just really cared for her, for she was the only amidst all that i was around, that oh felt like a jewel to me. out of all the jewels, she felt like the one and only for me.

oh how my love, you seem to adorn
all that you visit;
all that you gaze at;
all that you hold.

i personified ‘jewel’. with the same residing thought; i expressed as to how she adorned me, in various ways.

oh how i seem to have felt, the sweetness in you
along with the wisdom and innocence

that you no longer have to carry

for these words, that i write today
will sketch all that and more

that maybe,
only i could see.

her words, her eyes, the tone in which she wrote; had glimpses of her innocence and the wisdom, that oh she had in her.

my words shall store all these sides to her and all the pain, that she carries so as to lighten her, just so she could fly again. the pain to her may not be visible to all. but oh I’ve always felt a lil too much, so i may not miss it, no matter how vaguely she expresses it.

oh how my love, i seem to have lost myself

as your rosey lips, smiled at me

on the day, when the dark skies in this city of mine

and oh your eyes; looked it’s prettiest

with colors oh my love,

that you gave birth to

on the day, you wore that white dress

only to whisper shyly; looking into mine

‘i do
‘.”

oh I saw a picture of her, with red lipstick. and oh all that came to me after was ‘rosey lips’. also her eyes had mascara on them, which oh outlined them and oh they resembled petals.

just like pain is reflected in one’s eyes as and when they tear. so does their smile. her eyes, looked just so pretty. oh I couldn’t help but get lost in them.

as I started earlier that it was rather late, when oh i was writing this, hence that’s how ‘dark skies’ came out to be.

also dark skies, look rather pretty with clouds scattered and a moon peeking amongst them.

she also had a picture of her in white. white basically is an amalgum of all the seven colors. so, ‘the colors that she gave birth to’, for she was dressed colorless.

also white dresses are what i like to imagine, my lady would be wearing on her wedding day. and so, ‘I do’.

so well, briefly this was all that was in my mind and heart when i was writing this poem. i probably may have missed a few here and there, but you may have got a slight idea.

i wrote sequel to this. it has it’s own journey.

anyway, i really loved writing this. and this was the first time i added pictures, that were true to what i wrote. it sort of was what may have been lacking all along.

i generally don’t write and tell, but in this case i did. although, i didn’t say anything apart from that. was just feeling shy. still do. but yeah.

thank you for reading.

with love

she’s well versed in many while the only verse I seem to care about is the one with her in it

the causes of this love in me that oh my love, you may feel was only after my gaze caught a glimpse of your eyes that felt oh just so pretty; making me but dream of you laying in my arms as I comb softly through your hair under the moonlight and oh how beautiful was it all? for my genre seems love but oh it always has been you.

the memories to you; became what gives life to the dreams that i bore

oh my love, i can see through it all. this is where we shall end up, after all that is sour, has come to an end. a sky oh so clear, with a wooden cottage, that oh my love, was our home.

oh do not fear, if the electricity to our house was cut, for oh my love, we can always instead, under a moon and talk about all things that oh are dear to us.
about all things, that oh my love, we dream of.

oh my love, share the fears to you, that you chose to hide. let this land; away from all noise, feel the salt to your tears, as you try to hide them, while confessing all that you had to go through.
oh my love, i promise you, no one else will ever, step over them again.

for oh you and the love in you shall rise again, for oh my love, this time; i shall plant flowers every where; you’d shed a tear. oh let us add more gardens to our home, for oh my love, this is how i tell you, as to how your pain, gave birth to something just oh so pleasant.
oh you adorned me, my love. you adorned our land. and now, someday when we shall hear her first cry, oh you will but again, adorn our home.

feel the love again, my love. feel every side to it. feel all that you didn’t feel for oh just so long.

for it was a part of you then. it is a part of you, still. oh i feel it.

oh the romance to me doesn’t seem to mind for any season, for oh it blooms, across the year, caring not, for the extremes, for the love to me, will always find a way on it’s own, so as to love you.

oh the love in me, only seems to grow more passionate each second, and oh my love, i seem to love it just so much, as and when i involve myself with it; oh so deeply.

the snow at it’s edges, oh how it adorns this grassy land. oh i glanced at this picture, which oh my love, was oh a memory, for the one who met with;
but oh how it still fit perfectly, in this really simple dream of mine, that oh i would have lived, if oh my love, i was there, when oh you were meeting all alone.

oh how i can imagine, after strolling for miles straight with the one i love, i’d want to sit and just gaze; softly.
at her and all that surrounds us.

oh how beautiful would it be, to pull you close in my arms, as i lay on this grass; oh how all of it, feels just oh so exquisite.
oh i can feel my back brushing against the grass, as i hold on to you tightly, telling you oh how this is so much better than all the places that felt just so urban to lay on.

oh let my clothes get covered with dirt, i do not care for it. for oh the love that i feel, as i tease you amidst this breeze, is of much more value to me.

oh feel as i kiss my way from your forehead to your lips oh so soft.
oh feel my lips breeze through along the path of the breeze, that kisses your lips and oh the most tender parts to you; alike.

oh my love, let me tease you a lil. let me hold on to you for a lil more longer and oh my love, let me just love you, in ways such as this, time and again.

oh my love, you will wake up to me; during the sunrises
and
oh close them with you on my lap; beside a sky, that’s about to set

everyday; from the day, i sworn to be by your side

in ways, that oh my love, may look different

but oh felt all the same


whispering this poetry

or some other that oh would come to me

with oh just full of love.

a tiny friend of mine, sent me these pictures. and well, they are her ‘memories.’ the title should make sense now.

i’m uncertain about a lot of things in my life. but oh i still seem to realize more of love.

let go. live the way you desire. love the way you like. love warm. love soft. love passionately. love kind.

and oh make love. it’d feel beautiful. and so shall the lady, who’d be w you.

that’s how it is meant to be.

love is not a chore. don’t let it become that.

with love

i shall love you in pauses, until oh my love, i can love you whole

oh my love, your eyes are the most eloquent of them all, for even a mere utterance of affection in them seems to revoke the feelings of love and romance that oh i paused within, for all that you do, my love
even when you never meant for it to happen
is oh but mesmerize.

oh my love, loving feels like a journey to me. this journey that is but oh a dream come true, since you

a dream; never heard of; never really seen before

but oh was what my heart sought for
the most within

love seems to be ethereal, and oh my love, so does this thought
of being with you

for oh nothing is more pleasing to my eyes, than gazing at a tryst; between two in love;

such as us.

for oh my love, i may have heard many stories

but my favorite was the one
that oh my love
i was destined to write w you.


oh how i hope to begin
to walk with you.

oh if only i could, oh i would

oh my love, i would
speak the love, that sparked in me, since the first day, that oh my love, i stumbled upon you

oh my love, i handpicked a few phrases
that oh were in my heart

for a stranger who felt rather beautiful

knowing not, my love

those phrases

lived to became; a few notes and chords alike

and oh how all, who heard distantly, termed them as music

while all it was really my love

was me, reciting what oh i felt so deeply about you


oh how you adorn, all there’s to it
oh so softly;


fitting but perfectly.

oh i wish, my love, i could speak fluently
about the beauty that oh i see in you;

the beauty that oh you make me feel

for opening my eyes, whilst in love
with you


feels like waking up against the sun
with you wrapped in my arms


our gazes sync; so does your hand in mine


and oh how really beautiful is it all, my love?

oh i wish to love you and walk on this journey
that oh my love
‘creates’

for oh this journe, that leads to you, is oh my love
difficult enough
but i shall continue, until i reach you

for oh my love and all that i feel
is worth nothing
if oh my love, i could never love you


for this my love, is all i seem to know

this my love, is all i seem to want

with love



the loving truth

if the truth be told, it is no mystery as to how pain really overwhelms this world of ours and the lives of everyone, it comes across.

amidst all that one goes through; oh one might wonder

what is it really to have someone, you could love;

what is it really to have someone, you could rely on;

what is it really, to have someone you can trust,

oh there is a time, when everyone seeks the answers to these few and many more that lies within their soul

and so did i.

oh i shall share tonight, what i came up with

this is all i believe in and this belief of mine, will never waver, for it was once embedded deep within me, but now has become a part of me.



let me whisper the dream, that i saw with you, before oh my love, we begin to walk on this road

oh my love, i saw you looking into my eyes, only to softly graze my palm, by your eyes, asking you to close them,
and oh how so softly, they set; with you at it’s shore; smiling shy

oh my love, hear me whisper, that you’re safe, as oh i pick you up in my arms


oh you’ll hear no noises, but just the music, that oh my love, i’ve for you.
the music is but my love, all that i feel for you; as and when i see you
oh it is all that you’re, even when you don’t realize it
oh it is all that that you should have been told

oh hear it all, my love
for oh it all is but for you

oh how my love, as we walked on this selfish land, amidst streams of people

i was still smiling, for oh i was loving

oh it is and always was; to be able to love, that brought me the utmost joy

that is why, oh my love


glancing at you laying oh so sweetly, made all the thorns, i stepped on, worth it

oh my love, let me make you feel love; in a way, one doesn’t seem to think that exists; but oh it does

for that is the only i way i seem to know how to love and care for

oh my love, hold my hand, and memorize my touch

for that will be what i want you to always remember, when i’m not beside

oh my love, let me help you remember, this care and oh the way we didn’t let go

of each other; of your hand in mine


for oh my love, even when i’m not with you; and oh my love, you’d no longer

have to be at your toes; as you step in this world oh so big

for the memories, i knit for you;

the dreams, that oh i see for you;

and oh the love, that i’ve for you

will always keep you warm.


i found my solitude in loving. it made me happy.

to be loved, is your solace

you’re not alone.

with love

the stranger who felt rather beautiful

i closed my eyes, in wonder
peeking within my imagination
so as to decide, what is it really
my love, that i seem to find the most beautiful

was it the sunset sky?
or was it where the land and water met, at a stretch?

until oh my love, my eyes stumbled upon the thought of you

and the words that you write

realizing how it all begins, only when i’d feel you beside me

under the same sky, walking against the; path of the breeze

caring not for where i’m, but only for the jewel, next to me
that oh i’ll let no tide, drift away


oh how my love, you seem to adorn
all that you visit;
all that you gaze at;
all that you hold.

oh how i seem to have felt, the sweetness in you
along with the wisdom and innocence

that you no longer have to carry

for these words, that i write today
will sketch all that and more

that maybe,
only i could see.

oh how my love, i seem to have lost myself

as your rosey lips, smiled at me

on the day, when the dark skies in this city of mine

and oh your eyes; looked it’s prettiest

with colors oh my love,

that you gave birth to

on the day, you wore that white dress

only to whisper shyly; looking into mine

‘i do.’

well, i stumbled upon this lady, who just felt rather warm and sweet. there was just something about her, that felt rather beautiful to me.

this heart of mine, couldn’t resist, but write for her

i wrote whatever that came to me, as i closed my eyes and thought of her

unfiltered; raw

for you. :)

with love





when the romance to me, is at it’s peak

oh my love, i just can’t seem to wait for you a glimpse longer. oh how my love, i just can’t let time tease me anymore, for oh the passion that oh my love, i’ve for you just cannot be contained, henceforth

oh my love, i can feel you laying in my arms and oh how do i express it to you, as to how much i love it really, when you show that sweet and naive side to you, that oh my love, loves and kisses me, times i’ve lost count of.

oh my dear, i seem to love every bit of it, oh holding you tight; feeling you close; looking at you smiling after your lips had been on mine; oh they all feel just so homely to me. warm in ways, i always wish for it to never end. for oh my love, it’ll never be enough.

oh your touch, has more to it than just it’s presence. oh it ripens all that was ever withered in me.

feel as i pave my own way, so as to love you, in ways you never knew, you could be loved.

oh my love, feel me breathe on your neck. oh how i feel your palms oh so soft, as i pull you towards me. feel my light beard graze on your soft skin, and hear me whisper all that i feel for you, for oh my love, tonight you feel oh so beautiful.
let me kiss on your neck, while oh my love, you moan oh so tenderly, holding on to me, tight.

her lips on mine; her presence on me.

oh my love, lay me down, and oh let me feel you all over. let your tongue entwine with mine. oh how beautiful does it feel my love, as i graze my hands through your back, only to grab your ass. oh my love, i want you to feel, as i get hard.

oh kiss your way down, my love only to taste me in ways like you never have. look into my eyes, throughout. feel with me, my love. feel.

only to then surprise you strong, as oh i flip sides.

oh feel me my love, as i oh so gently bite your lips and oh how beautifully did your smile feel, just after? i lost myself in the ocean that is you where all the stars seems like our home, but oh my love, only when you reside on each of them, smiling.

i kiss her palm; her palms kiss me harder.

oh my love, i can’t wait to feel the way your touch ignites this very passion in me. oh i can feel, every part of me, longing for but this, tonight.
as oh i imagine all that there is to it and oh baby, how beautiful, would it all be?
oh i cant seem to wait, to hold you tight, while i wrap all of me around you.
and oh my love, i would love the way you feel; you’re; you become.

the sweet end to the wet beginning.

close your eyes my love and lose yourself to me kissing you to sleep, like no one will ever, for oh no matter what, in the end, it’ll always end up sweet and just full of giggles, for that is when, my love. i shall began to start loving you in the silence of it all.

with love

a date with the one who oh lies dressed in flowers

the most sweet, there is

oh my love, let me trace my lips softly,
over your gaze, just so my love,
they could smile just as sweetly,
like the rest of you.

oh how beautiful of a panorama, you’re my love
as oh i see you dressed oh so beautifully
in flowers oh so colorful
that oh grew above the canvas, that is oh my love
the most fertile there is, even when oh so many

tried to pollute, all that is beautiful to you.

oh how my love, it has become my dream
so as to witness,
the way your eyes would hold my words
within them
.

for oh my love, oh there’s no place outside
i’d go;
if oh my love, i’d have you

close to me.

for oh who would ever chase the stars passing by
when oh my love, i’m but residing in the warm embrace of the moon

oh my love, let me not just stop
as you read through my heart

but oh let me, my love
just take you on a walk
somewhere sweet and peaceful
for that is all my love, i can seem to afford,

today.

oh how beautiful, of a day
it would really be my love
as oh my love, i close my eyes
so as to imagine you


as you wait, for me in a dress oh so red
while oh my love, i shyly make my way to you;
nervous.


oh how my love, could you feel me
as oh i leaned in; towards you
only to whisper, as to oh my love
how dreamy, were you looking
only to ask, oh my love
if i could possibly hold your hand


oh how my love, i saw you smile
only to teasingly deny


saw you started walking;
only for you to look back; smiling
whilst your eyes allowing me
to hold yours.


oh my love, how happy i was
but oh i was to, contain all it in me
only to find myself turn all red.


oh my love, how sweetly mean were you
when oh you joked about
how your dress and my face,
were of same the color.


oh my love, i wanted this eve
with you in it
to last a lifetime
.

for even just the imagery
of this imagination of mine
is making my heart flutter.


oh my love,
would you mind
if i were to ask you
to run away, for a short while
from all eyes


just so my love, i could finally meet you;
as yourself
while making sure, that oh my love, you’ve nothing else

to worry about

for i know, how much you love to perform
and oh i wouldn’t want a
mere wish of mine, for wanting to love;
hinder all that you desire for.


for oh this simple, walk of mine
oh my love, it is just not for me
but for the both of us


oh as we sit, overlooking a small city
i shall but my love
let you know all

let you know, all that oh my love
i feel

oh my love, hear me

oh how my love, i want you to be free
from all expectations,
that people seem to bracket you in


oh my love, i want you to prosper and be known

for not, as the daughter of one of the greatest

but for the woman, you’re.


oh my love, to me personally
it was always
as and when i’d think of you
the only thing that oh i’d whisper to myself
was

as to how

your mother has your eyes“”

oh my love, how i didn’t realize; halfway
when and how
you were laying in my arms

with your eyes closed
under a sky full of stars


but oh at that moment,
oh my love, i smiled to myself


for oh you were once afar

but oh look at us today

oh so close. oh so warm.


it was 2018, when i stumbled upon, janhvi. i remember, the way my eyes stopped being all teary, for oh the calmness to her eyes, seems to have calmed me down.

i couldn’t really forget her after that. she was always there, somewhere.

if you don’t know, who janhvi kapoor is, she’s an actress who works in Bollywood. personally, i don’t know much about bollywood but well, it is a part of her. i’m clueless really about movies and stuff like that.

but i do seem to know a lil about her. because of all the interviews and a few videos here and there. she’s a really sweet and mature, girl with a rather warm and caring nature. she also has a goofy side to her, which is rather cute. if you notice rather sincerely, you’d be able to tell the same.

she’s probably much stronger now, for the industry she’s in, asks for one to be. but then, one has to be, for the world is just the same.

she resembles my mom, in a lot of ways, which is probably one of the reasons, i found myself developing a liking towards her.

anyway, she’s not someone, i have the means to reach out to, and well, that’s okay.

I’m just happy to be able to live all that i wish for, which she happens to be a part of, through all that i write.

thank you for reading.

with love

scenic

my eyes tune scenic as not the sight that opens itself amidst hills; but oh it is the one wherein they are but gazing at you smile


all art is supposed to be an imitation of nature, but oh how i can’t seem to agree with it, since all that i’ve ever written have always been but a glimpse of her; for in urban and rural alike, she was all that i ever knew as ‘scenic’.

with love